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it's been awhile since i have done anything with my lj. i temporarily turned it off so i could take care of court and other things. but i'm back and better than ever. i now have a myspace. my myspace is www.myspace.com/theinsecure so enjoy. i update it daily.

This past weekend FEMA and the City of Austin, along with the Texas
Workforce Commission setup a job training/hiring/interview/job fair for
all the Katrina FEMA evacuees in the Austin area to be held at the ACC
campus on Webberville Road in East Austin . Several of the evacuees said
they had no transportation to get from the apartment complexes.

So the city of Austin/FEMA/TWC set up transportation for each of them to
ensure they would be able to partake of the benefit of job searching.
The transportation consisted of nine buses and vans, to run from four
locations in Round Rock, and five locations in Austin, in continuing
shuttles back and forth to the campus to ensure that the hundreds of
people looking for jobs would be transported in comfort. The vehicles
were brought to their residences; drivers knocked on the doors; and
every effort was made.

At the end of the day, the nine vans and buses transported a total of
one person.

Not one person per bus - one person total.

At the end of the day, none of the Katrina Evacuees applied for any of
the jobs.

Not one person took employment - NONE total.

The bill to FEMA was $7800.

And yet they still get on TV claiming that the United States Government
OWES THEM, I say we dont owe them anything and if anything, they OWE us
the Tax Payers that are WORKING PEOPLE, they owe what they have been
mooching off of the Tax Payers for almost a year now. It is obvious that
they don't intend to work as long as they can sponge off of the system.
It is time to cut them loose and tell them the free ride is over !

Remember the guy who got on a plane with a bomb built into his shoe and tried to light it?

Did you know his trial is over?
Did you know he was sentenced?
Did you see/hear any of the judge's comments on TV or Radio?

Everyone should hear what the judge had to say. And more judges should follow his example!

Ruling by Judge William Young, US District Court.

Prior to sentencing, the Judge asked the defendant if he had anything to say. His response: After admitting his guilt to the court for the record, Reid also admitted his "allegiance to Osama bin Laden, to Islam, and to the religion of Allah," defiantly stating, "I think I will not apologize for my actions," and told the court "I am at war with your country." Judge Young then delivered the statement quoted below:

January 30, 2003, United States vs. Reid. Judge Young:

"Mr. Richard C. Reid, hearken now to the sentence the Court imposes upon you. On counts 1, 5 and 6 the Court sentences you to life in prison in the custody of the United States Attorney General. On counts 2, 3, 4 and 7, the Court sentences you to 20 years in prison on each count, the sentence on each count to run consecutively. (That's 80 years.)

On count 8 the Court sentences you to the mandatory 30 years again, to be served consecutively to the 80 years just imposed. The Court imposes upon you for each of the eight counts a fine of $250,000 that's an aggregate fine of $2 million. The Court accepts the government's recommendation with respect to restitution and orders restitution in the amount of $298.17 to Andre Bousquet and $5,784 to American Airlines.

The Court imposes upon you an $800 special assessment. The Court imposes upon you five years supervised release simply because the law requires it. But the life sentences are real life sentences so I need go no further. This is the sentence that is provided for by our statutes. It is a fair and just sentence. It is a righteous sentence.

Now, let me explain this to you. We are not afraid of you or any of your terrorist co-conspirators, Mr. Reid. We are Americans. We have been through the fire before. There is too much war talk here and I say that to every-one with the utmost respect. Here in this court, we deal with individuals as individuals and care for individuals as individuals. As human beings, we reach out for justice.

You are not an enemy combatant. You are a terrorist. You are not a soldier in any war. You are a terrorist. To give you that reference, to call you a soldier, gives you far too much stature. Whether the officers of government do it or your attorney does it, or if you think you are a soldier. You are not----- you are a terrorist. And we do not negotiate with terrorists. We do not meet with terrorists. We do not sign documents with terrorists. We hunt them down one by one and bring them to justice.

So war talk is way out of line in this court. You are a big fellow. But you are not that big. You're no warrior. I've known warriors. You are a terrorist. A species of criminal that is guilty of multiple attempted murders. In a very real sense, State Trooper Santiago had it right when you first were taken off that plane and into custody and you wondered where the press and the TV crews were, and he said: "You're no big deal."

You are no big deal.

What your able counsel and what the equally able United States attorneys have grappled with and what I have as honestly as I know how tried to grapple with, is why you did something so horrific. What was it that led you here to this courtroom today?

I have listened respectfully to what you have to say. And I ask you to search your heart and ask yourself what sort of unfathomable hate led you to do what you are guilty and admit you are guilty of doing? And I have an answer for you. It may not satisfy you, but as I search this entire record, it comes as close to understanding as I know.

It seems to me you hate the one thing that to us is most precious. You hate our freedom. Our individual freedom. Our individual freedom to live as we choose, to come and go as we choose, to believe or not believe as we individually choose. Here, in this society, the very wind carries freedom. It carries it everywhere from sea to shining sea. It is because we prize individual freedom so much that you are here in this beautiful courtroom. So that everyone can see, truly see, that justice is administered fairly, individually, and discretely. It is for freedom's sake that your lawyers are striving so vigorously on your behalf, have filed appeals, will go on in their representation of you before other judges.

We Americans are all about freedom. Because we all know that the way we treat you, Mr. Reid, is the measure of our own liberties. Make no mistake though. It is yet true that we will bare any burden; pay any price, to preserve our freedoms. Look around this courtroom. Mark it well. The world is not going to long remember what you or I say here. The day after tomorrow, it will be forgotten; but this, however, will long endure.

Here in this courtroom and courtrooms all across America, the American people will gather to see that justice, individual justice, justice, not war, individual justice is in fact being done. The very President of the United States through his officers will have to come into courtrooms and lay out evidence on which specific matters can be judged and juries of citizens will gather to sit and judge that evidence democratically, to mold and shape and refine our sense of justice.

See that flag, Mr. Reid? That's the flag of the United States of America That flag will fly there long after this is all forgotten. That flag stands for freedom. And it always will. Mr. Custody Officer. Stand him down."

So, how much of this Judge's comments did we hear on our TV sets? We need more judges like Judge Young, but that's another subject. Pass this around. Everyone should and needs to hear what this fine judge had to say. Powerful words that strike home. God bless America!

I've been getting into politics a lot more lately.

I had no idea who General Chong is or the source of these thoughts... so when I received them, I almost deleted them - as well-written as they are. But then I did a "Google search" on the General and found him to be a retired Air Force Surgeon, of all things, and past Commander of Wilford Hall Medical Center in San Antonio. So he is real, is connected to Veterans affairs, and these are his thoughts. They are worth reading and thinking about!! (the same Google search will direct you to some of his other thought-provoking writings.)
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MG Vernon Chong, USAFR, forwarded:

This WAR is for REAL!

To get out of a difficulty, one usually must go through it. Our country is now facing the most serious threat to its existence, as we know it, that we have faced in your lifetime and mine
(which includes WWII).

The deadly seriousness is greatly compounded by the fact that there are very few of us who think we can possibly lose this war and even fewer who realize what losing really means.

First, let's examine a few basics:

1. When did the threat to us start?
Many will say September 11, 2001. The answer as far as the United States is concerned is 1979, 22 years prior to September 2001, with the following attacks on us:

* Iran Embassy Hostages, 1979;
* Beirut, Lebanon Embassy 1983;
* Beirut, Lebanon Marine Barracks 1983;
* Lockerbie, Scotland Pan-Am flight to New York 1988;
* First New York World Trade Center attack 1993;
* Dhahran, Saudi Arabia Khobar Towers Military complex 1996;
* Nairobi, Kenya US Embassy 1998;
* Dares Salaam, Tanzania US Embassy 1998;
* Aden, Yemen USS Cole 2000;
* New York World Trade Center 2001;
* Pentagon 2001.
(Note that during the period from 1981 to 2001 there were 7,581 terrorist attacks worldwide).

2 Why were we attacked?
Envy of our position, our success, and our freedoms. The attacks happened during the administrations of Presidents Carter, Reagan, Bush 1, Clinton and Bush 2. We cannot fault either the Republicans or Democrats as there were no provocations by any of the presidents or their immediate predecessors, Presidents Ford or Carter.

3. Who were the attackers?
In each case, the attacks on the US were carried out by Muslims.

4 What is the Muslim population of the World? 25%.

5. Isn't the Muslim Religion peaceful?
Hopefully, but that is really not material. There is no doubt that the predominately Christian population of Germany was peaceful, but under the dictatorial leadership of Hitler (who was also "Christian"), that made no difference. You either went along with the administration or you were eliminated. There were 5 to 6 million Christians killed by the Nazis for political reasons (including 7,000 Polish priests). (see
http://www.Nazis.testimony.co.uk/7-a.htm

Thus, almost the same number of Christians were killed by the Nazis, as the six million holocaust Jews who were killed by them, and we seldom heard of anything other than the Jewish atrocities. Although Hitler kept the world focused on the Jews, he had no hesitancy about killing anyone who got in his way of exterminating the Jews or of taking over the world - German, Christian or any others.

Same with the Muslim terrorists. They focus the world on the US, but kill all in the way -- their own people or the Spanish, French or anyone else. The point here is that just like the peaceful Germans were of no protection to anyone from the Nazis, no matter how many peaceful Muslims there may be, they are no protection for us from the terrorist Muslim leaders and what they are fanatically bent on doing -- by their own pronouncements -- killing all of us "infidels." I don't blame the peaceful Muslims. What would you do if the choice was shut up or die?

6. So who are we at war with?
There is no way we can honestly respond that it is anyone other than the Muslim terrorists. Trying to be politically correct and avoid verbalizing this conclusion can well be fatal. There is no way to win if you don't clearly recognize and articulate who you are fighting.

So with that background, now to the two major questions:

1. Can we lose this war?
2. What does losing really mean?

If we are to win, we must clearly answer these two pivotal questions.

We can definitely lose this war, and as anomalous as it may sound, the major reason we can lose is that so many of us simply do not fathom the answer to the second question - What does losing mean?

It would appear that a great many of us think that losing the war means hanging our heads, bringing the troops home and going on about our business, like post Vietnam. This is as far from the truth as one can get What losing really means is:

We would no longer be the premier country in the world. The attacks will not subside, but rather will steadily increase. Remember, they want us dead, not just quiet. If they had just wanted us quiet, they would not have produced an increasing series of attacks against us, over the past 18 years. The plan was clearly, for terrorist to attack us, until we were neutered and submissive to them.
We would of course have no future support from other nations, for fear of reprisals and for the reason that they would see, we are impotent and cannot help them.

They will pick off the other non-Muslim nations, one at a time. It will be increasingly easier for them. They already hold Spain hostage. It doesn't matter whether it was right or wrong for Spain to withdraw its troops from Iraq. Spain did it because the Muslim terrorists bombed their train and told them to withdraw the troops. Anything else they want Spain to do will be done. Spain is finished.

The next will probably be France. Our one hope on France is that they might see the light and realize that if we don't win, they are finished too, in that they can't resist the Muslim terrorists without us. However, it may already be too late for France. France is already 20% Muslim and fading fast!

If we lose the war, our production, income, exports and way of life will all vanish as we know it. After losing, who would trade or deal with us, if they were threatened by the Muslims.

If we can't stop the Muslims, how could anyone else?

The Muslims fully know what is riding on this war, and therefore are completely committed to winning, at any cost. We better know it too and be likewise committed to winning at any cost.

Why do I go on at such lengths about the results of losing? Simple. Until we recognize the costs of losing, we cannot unite and really put 100% of our thoughts and efforts into winning. And it is going to take that 100% effort to win.

So, how can we lose the war?

Again, the answer is simple. We can lose the war by "imploding." That is, defeating ourselves by refusing to recognize the enemy and their purpose, and really digging in and lending full support to the war effort. If we are united, there is no way that we can lose. If we continue to be divided, there is no way that we can win!

Let me give you a few examples of how we simply don't comprehend the life and death seriousness of this situation.

President Bush selects Norman Mineta as Secretary of Transportation. Although all of the terrorist attacks were committed by Muslim men between 17 and 40 years of age, Secretary Mineta refuses to allow profiling. Does that sound like we are taking this thing seriously? This is war! For the duration, we are going to have to give up some of the civil rights we have become accustomed to. We had better be prepared to lose some of our civil rights temporarily or we will most certainly lose all of them permanently.

And don't worry that it is a slippery slope. We gave up plenty of civil rights during WWII, and immediately restored them after the victory and in fact added many more since then.

Do I blame President Bush or President Clinton before him?

No, I blame us for blithely assuming we can maintain all of our Political Correctness, and all of our civil rights during this conflict and have a clean, lawful, honorable war. None of those words apply to war. Get them out of your head.

Some have gone so far in their criticism of the war and/or the Administration that it almost seems they would literally like to see us lose. I hasten to add that this isn't because they are disloyal. It is because they just don't recognize what losing means. Nevertheless, that conduct gives the impression to the enemy that we are divided and weakening. It concerns our friends, and it does great damage to our cause.

Of more recent vintage, the uproar fueled by the politicians and media regarding the treatment of some prisoners of war, perhaps exemplifies best what I am saying. We have recently had an issue, involving the treatment of a few Muslim prisoners of war, by a small group of our military police. These are the type prisoners who just a few months ago were throwing their own people off buildings, cutting off their hands, cutting out their tongues and otherwise murdering their own people just for disagreeing with Saddam Hussein.

And just a few years ago these same type prisoners chemically killed 400,000 of their own people for the same reason. They are also the same type enemy fighters, who recently were burning Americans, and dragging their charred corpses through the streets of Iraq.

And still more recently, the same type enemy that was and is providing videos to all news sources internationally, of the beheading of American prisoners they held.

Compare this with some of our press and politicians, who for several days have thought and talked about nothing else but the "humiliating" of some Muslim prisoners -- not burning them, not dragging their charred corpses through the streets, not beheading them, but "humiliating" them.

Can this be for real?

The politicians and pundits have even talked of impeachment of the Secretary of Defense. If this doesn't show the complete lack of comprehension and understanding of the seriousness of the enemy we are fighting, the life and death struggle we are in and the disastrous results of losing this war, nothing can.

To bring our country to a virtual political standstill over this prisoner issue makes us look like Nero playing his fiddle as Rome burned -- totally oblivious to what is going on in the real world. Neither we, nor any other country, can survive this internal strife. Again I say, this does not mean that some of our politicians or media people are disloyal. It simply means that they are absolutely oblivious to the magnitude, of the situation we are in and into which the Muslim terrorists have been pushing us, for many years

Remember, the Muslim terrorists stated goal is to kill all infidels! That translates into ALL non-Muslims -- not just in the United States, but throughout the world.

We are the last bastion of defense.

We have been criticized for many years as being 'arrogant..' That charge is valid in at least one respect. We are arrogant in that we believe that we are so good, powerful and smart, that we can win the hearts and minds of all those who attack us, and that with both hands tied behind our back, we can defeat anything bad in the world!

We can't!

If we don't recognize this, our nation as we know it will not survive, and no other free country in the world will survive if we are defeated.

And finally, name any Muslim countries throughout the world that allow freedom of speech, freedom of thought, freedom of religion, freedom of the press, equal rights for anyone -- let alone everyone, equal status or any status for women, or that have been productive in one single way that contributes to the good of the world.

This has been a long way of saying that we must be united on this war or we will be equated in the history books to the self-inflicted fall of the Roman Empire . If, that is, the Muslim leaders will allow history books to be written or read.

If we don't win this war right now, keep a close eye on how the Muslims take over France in the next 5 years or less. They will continue to increase the Muslim population of France and continue to encroach little by little, on the established French traditions. The French will be fighting among themselves, over what should or should not be done, which will continue to weaken them and keep them from any united resolve. Doesn't that sound eerily familiar?

Democracies don't have their freedoms taken away from them by some external military force. Instead, they give their freedoms away, politically correct piece by politically correct piece.

And they are giving those freedoms away to those who have shown, worldwide, that they abhor freedom and will not apply it to you or even to themselves, once they are in power.

They have universally shown that when they have taken over, they then start brutally killing each other over who will be the few who control the masses. Will we ever stop hearing from the politically correct, about the "peaceful Muslims"?

I close on a hopeful note, by repeating what I said above. If we are united, there is no way that we can lose. I hope now after the election, the factions in our country will begin to focus on the critical situation we are in, and will unite to save our country. It is your future we are talking about! Do whatever you can to preserve it.

After reading the above, we all must do this not only for ourselves, but our children, our grandchildren, our country and the world.

Whether Democrat or Republican, conservative or liberal and that includes the Politicians and media of our country and the free world!

well, i did quite a bit this weekend. i went to the mall to see united 93. unfortunately, it wasnt playing at the mall. i dont really know that well what i did on friday other than see about going to the movies. saturday, i went to petal where a couple of friends and myself had a bar-b-q. jimmy bet me $500 dollars that i couldnt blade around this huge circle in under a minute. i didnt think i could either but i tried anyway. i did it in 46 seconds! Hell yeah! 500 bucks richer! Later, i went to an awesome D3 costume party. It was a pirates vs. ninjas party so guess what the costumes had to be. The pirate side of the party stole the ninja's saki and asked me what side i was on. i said "i guess a pirate". They said "well, if the ninja's dont find the saki by 1am, the pirates get to drink it". Long story short, the ninjas never found it. We drank a fuck-load of saki. other than numerous shots of saki, i had 2 screwdrivers, 1 tequila sunrise, 1 shot of buttery nipple, 3 rum and coke, and a hulk. needless to say, i was spiflicated. at 6am, me and a few of the girls at the party went to waffle house. I went home and went to sleep for awhile then stopped by kev and ashley's. i was pretty tired so i went back to my house where i went to sleep around 6pm and woke up at 7am today.
the highlight of the weekend of course was the D3 party. there are details i left out, but lets just say, "no, i didnt have sex. i did a lot of dirty dancing and grinding on the dance floor. even if i had sex, you couldnt get in the doors of the house without proof of age saying you're 18 otherwise you get booted right back out". I'm not making the same mistakes again. sorry, i had to verify. im sure some certain family who shall remain nameless, is monitoring this. give me a S. give me an E. give me an I. give me an K. Wat's that spell? If you cant spell it, go back to school. just not oak grove cuz ive seen their spelling first hand and i know the education they get there. peace!

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well, ashley and i are supposed to go and play our technos at a place in downtown. we will be performing there with several others. itll be tight. We're not conceided, but we know our technos are the shit. and so dont everyone who hears them. We will be the group that does the transition between the rock band playing before us and the rap group that is after us-or something like that. not really sure. who cares. either way itll be fun if we go. peace easy.

To get my mind off of all the shit thats been going down recently, I've been hanging out with a lot of people. If I'm not hanging out with anyone then I'm just sleeping. Anything to get my mind off it. Right now I'm at Kevin and Ashley's. They're sleeping so when they wake up we'll chill. In the meantime I'm gonna do this entry, watch some movie trailers on the net, and watch "8 Mile". Later, after Kevin wakes up, I might sleep with Ashley. LITERALLY! Damn! Get your minds outta the gutter. *speaking under his breath* Perverts. Mwahahaha! Don't worry, I sleep with Ashley often. Well, used to. Just started hanging around them again recently.
Since Kane and I worked so much overtime, we will go to work at 9pm instead of 8pm and leave around 4 or 5am-hopefully. We'll see.
Well, if you're not an aethiest or agnostic-I ask you to pray for me. i could use all the prayers i can get. Hell, even if you are an aethiest or agnostic-pray for me. You know what you're praying about.

Well, I'm sittin here listenin to some MJ(for those of you who dont know, that's Michael Jackson). I have no reason to do an entry, just thought I would. Im pretty much just waiting to go to court. I gotta long ways to go. I was thinkin about how itll be when i get out of lock up. Will I be like Steve? A crappy job, live in a trailer in "the welfare state", and who knows-probably live within thirty miles of my momma cuz i cant afford to move somewhere i like. That...ladies and gentlemen is what we call a "LOSER". Do I really wanna be one? *tisks* No, I'm just saying that a life like that is what i would consider a "loser" lifestyle. Trust me. i know plenty of people who do that as is. jail fucks you all up to shit.
Steve threatened me back when i started dating Stephanie. He threatened to kill me. Looks like he's all bark and no bite. Turns out he's still on probation so no wonder he never tried to do anything. Ah well. I was hoping something exciting would happen to me. Just kidding...*laughs*...just not really. I cant wait till i go to jail cuz even tho it sounds weird for me to say that, i would much rather go and get my sentence started so there wont be that long of a sentence left. I will have all ready knocked 3 months off of it.
Ian was right. I should have stopped while i was ahead. I just had a good paragraph going but i thought i better leave it off. it was long too. lol. ehhh-fuck it! uh, i dont know if im pissed off or not but it definitely sounds like i am. don't it? oh well. im gonna go to sleep. i gotta go to werk 2nite.
Oh yeah. my new tattoo says life/death on a cigarette. Im gonna get a new cigarette that says truth/lies on it. and maybe if i feel like it i will get a tattoo this weekend that says "As soon as you're born you start dyin'" if not this weekend i will get it next weekend. PEACE!

well, it has been a long time since ive did one of these but like i said a billion times before, i don't really care to do it anymore. in my absence i have bought a van, had sex in it, slept less than 6 hours a day, bought more movies, played a few video games, got my van taken away, got it back, played pool, delt with the authorities because of a friend's car crash, gone to breakfast repeatidly with jessica, watched kevin light his hair on fire with a crack lighter, drank some beer with minors way younger than me, watched kevo play W.O.W. a lot, talked to my brother a few times, talked to my sister for the first time in like 5 months, and do this journal entry. wow, i have been very busy, just not really. lol. well, im gonna let kevin continue W.O.W. peace easy.

no more work. once i leave hattiesburg, im never looking back. im sorry, the movie im watchin with ash and jon is distracting me. we're watchin a time to kill. it was written by john grisham. it takes place in canton mississippi, where ashley is from. she is even in the movie a few times. her dad created a lot of the sets for the movie. that is tight ass. i plan on changing my lj username when i move up to jackson and i plan on never looking back at my past and all the bullshit i went through here in the past few months. i saw stephanie at the theater and she didnt even look at me once. that hurt. i realized at that moment that i still care for her a lot but i cant do anything about it. what do i needa do, get away from the situation. hopefully, that will help me get my mind off her. uh, before i left the theater i had most of the grand staff sing build me up buttercup one last time. then i walked out on the last 4 hrs of work never to go back to that fucked up, tension-filled-cuz-of-tina theater. i-i-i-i dunno. im still thinkin bout steph. peace

i was supposed to go to work at the theater today, but since its raining and i have to walk to get there, i assume that fuck the theater in all its splendor and glory. today and sunday are my last days anyway. i plan on moving to jackson soon and i am totally stoked. ill be living with ashley and kevin. until then, i will be working my ass off for rent money. God, i cant wait to leave this fuckin town. peace

Just a few minutes ago, i got super light-headed and passed out. i fell right through ash and kev's glass table. i woke up about ten seconds after i fell through. we are cleaning as i type. kev wants to take me to the hospital but i said hell no. "Nunya" before you ask. my back is slightly cut up but nothing major. I dont know what happened. it happened pretty quickly. the last thing i remember was saying i feel light headed then waking up in a pile of glass. If you have a coment, feel free to leave one. i paniked after i came to my senses. I was freaked out cuz it happened before, but i was in a car and i wasnt driving. It wasnt nearly this intense tho. oh well, im gonna go and smoke a cigarette and lay down. im a tad shakey right now. i cant even gather my thoughts clearly. but yeah, leave a comment.

ian let me off of work early and im so glad he did cuz i got laid. its been a long time coming and boy did i "cum". lol. mwahahahaha! we was all in it like two frogs going at it. i pounced on her like a praire dog. heha. i needed that like-so fuckin' bad. she is standing here watching me type this and she's ready to go a second round so im gonna go. peace out niggaz. oh yeah, her name is kelly dutton. PEACE!

i was in the back of the theater tonight smoking a cigarette with justin hosey when who would appear-tina! what the fuck!? and what made it worse-hosey could sense the tention-the fucker left! what the fuck!?!? i had to sit out there and smoke my cigarette while tina interrogated me about her daughter-stephanie. i finished my cig and left tina back there to finish hers. i walked up to daniel and put in my two weeks notice. he wouldn't let me becuz he thought it was becuz of tina and tina only when in actuality its also becuz of the fact that i want to actually have weekends free to drink and get laid. my fellow employees are pissed at me cuz they think its cuz all becuz of tina. they think i should deal with the tention. but like i said-it aint but like 10% of the prob. i could deal with the tention i just rather have fun for once considering i havent dun that in a long time. tina can suck my dick cuz it aint all her. a couple of workers, jacob and tommy joined me and kevin at ihop to eat after work. i went to walmart after that and bought "waiting...". its a great movie. kevin's watching all the bullshit special features so i can do this. he really wants to get on the cpu so he can play wow(world of warcraft). i type too slow though. i can't help it that i suck at typing. in ohio, typing classes arent required to graduate. so kev can suck my dick!

i woke up just a little bit ago to ashley and a friend of hers in which i still don't know his name telling me i need to do one of these blogs-so here you go. i worked yesterday at 8 pm and got off this morning at 7 am then sat at the hospital till 9 to get my stitches out. then i went to ashley's where i discovered the stiches didn't hold my wound open. i woke up at four to ashley and she told me a bit later that our technos we make are going to be published at a recording studio by jack. yippie! i'm hungry

Yesterday i found 60 dollars in one of the theaters that i had cleaned by myself. that was good.
today...tonight, i decided i was gonna quit the theater and just work at office depot. in june, if ashley and kevin have their new place, im gonna move in with 'em otherwise im moving to texas or new mexico and im never looking back. so well see. i could care less either way. the tina bullshit is getting to be too much. i try to be nice to her but she wont have it. i really hate doing these things now but ashley talked me into it. only when kevin or ashley talk me into it will i leave one of these fuckin blogs but this blog shit caused all the problems with tina and her daughter because theyd rather believe bullshit.

i didnt hafta work today so im dozing in and out of sleep at kevin and ashleys. im entirely too bored for having my first day off in 3 months. well, i probably wont write another one of these blogs for a few days so............fuck it!

Right now, i'm just chillin with ashley and kevin at their house. I woke myself up earliy so i can continue to try having a life outside of work. It's really hard. the only people i see on a regular basis are kevin and ashley. i dont even type a lot.

I don't really care about doing this jouirnal thing all that much anymore. I work all night and sleep all day and somewhere in between I make room to eat and shit. I have no way to get on the net anyway considering i'm never home and the friends I do still hang out with might have computers but no net makes it hard. I can get on the net at work, but my blog site is blocked there. If you actually read the bullshit small talk I type then enjoy reading more. If not then.......who cares? It ain't like i do. Beyatch!